Thursday, January 19, 2006
just realised dat last fri was
friday the 13th. haha but i think fri the 13th has no significant meaning to me cos i dun rem any of such "special fridays" on which sth exceptionally unlucky happened to me.
i think i find sch getting better now dat i'v gotten more or less used to going to lessons alr. i dun really lyk OB tutorials cos i find them completely useless but at least the tutorials dun require us to do much preparations b4 dat. probably lyk econs the most so far cos at least up to dis moment, it's the easiest module for me. din really lyk biz law cos i tot my tutor is boring, but after yday i think i have a better impression of him alr. my IT sem tutor n cinematic pleasures lecturer r q interesting so those 2 r still q bearable for now. as for communication.. it's just alright lah. no love, no hate. :)
i wan my 6 As! but i'm still kinda lazy n not motivated to mug hard..
YET. haha bleahs
was q pissed off with zq over jas but if he's such a guy with a lousy character n no backbone, den i guess it's not my loss if he doesnt talk to me cos of her. almost rolled my eyes til they got stuck when i saw the sms from him saying "u n jas dun lyk each other, so wad can i do?" as an explantion for his apology for not talking to me. just grow up lah.
just find the whole thing v ridiculous n laughable. to think i tot of him as a nice guy n i was always willing to lend him a listening ear when he had so much complaints abt her bad attitude.
so wad if i dun lyk her n she doesnt lyk me? COME ON. i nv bad-mouth her, i nv admitted dat i think she dun deserve him tho i really felt so, i nv told him to just give up n 4get abt it.. altho i dun have a gd impression of her, i made it a point to keep my advice objective n i also kept stressing to him dat i dun really noe her so i cant interpret her behaviour accurately. n now just cos she doesnt lyk me too, retarded zq is not talking to me. wad kind of girl wld tell her bf not to talk to sum1 cos she doesnt lyk dat person, n wad kind of guy wld actually obey such commands? doesnt it sound lyk some little kindergarten or psch boy saying
"my gf dun lyk u so i dun fren u alr"? hahaha
really damn childish. cant b bothered with the 2 anymore.
anw i used to believe dat i noe myself v well, but recently i find dat i dun really believe in dat as strongly as i used to, mayb 1 or 2 yrs ago. not dat there is a big change in my attitude towards things, but more lyk i'm becoming undecisive n beginning to
sit on the fence more often than i used to. i dun particularly lyk dis change in me cos i find it impt dat ppl have a clear view of things n not say "i dunno" all the time. i'm not saying dat ppl shd b extremists, but we shd at least b tilted in either the direction of YES or NO, or have a preference for something out of all other choices, especially on issues dat matter.
(i dun think it's as impt in itsy-bitsy trivial things lyk deciding between eating at burget king or kfc.)watched ih cheerleading yday nite n i think hall 7 was really gd! they were the clear winner so i think every1 expected them to win the competition. my hall was not bad, better than wad i was expecting when myra said our hall wasnt dat gd. haha
was v proud of ry! :D watched the video on hall 2's routine after dat n ry n i cldnt stop laughing over the farny instances lyk ry's weird actions during the dance segment n max's "oh shit" facial expression during the routine. haha i think cheerleading's q fun if u get to b tossed arnd in the air, stand on sum1's shoulders or do some stunt dat ppl dun usually get to do.
oh, i just remembered.
pocky papa! sorry i din reply ur sms. thx for wishing me tho it was q belated. i rem ur bday leh! haha wish me on time next yr okay? :P
random thoughts at 3:17:00 AM
